I'll be that girl...

So, here is the latest news on the goddess front:

A recent flirtation has come to fruition. Can you believe that? I couldn't! Considering the fact that I flirt a lot with almost every guy, the fact that I 'threw myself' at someone and he caught me and threw bits of himself back at me, was more than a little surprising. I thought nothing of it before because I was dealing with someone else. But now... my attention is centered and things are going VERY well. Still, to so many this just flew out of the blue. I think my brother put it the best: "One day she is crying her eyes out about one guy and next day she is handling someone new."

To clarify, I was NOT crying my eyes out about him... I was crying my eyes out about the pitiful situation my life was turning. The fact that I broke up with someone I cared about because I was being under appreciated added to the fact that my mother tossed me out for being a failure was too much for me to stand! Who wouldn't break down over that? I know that so many think I am one tough cookie... but I am not. I think I am more like cookie dough. Sure, I have the potential to become as tough as a cookie.. but I am still pliable and soft. Not to mention the fact that everything inevitably crumbles.

However, things are going really good again. I'm seeing someone new and we have so many great things in comnmon, I started working this week so that means more money, and I'm dropping half my classes which allows me for more ME time. I've been over working myself and I really don't want to burn out. This will not set me back in any way, but more help me figure myself out. I have time to really concentrate on what I have on hand and therefore get better grades. But, I will have to find out about this new guy. I'm not entirely sure if we both have an itch we're willing to scratch with one another or if there is something else there. I wouldn't care either way, as long as I know one way or another. Let's see what I can pull off. Wish me luck!

And sorry, I will NOT be giving any juicy details. The situation was by far too racy to write up here. Those who are my friends already heard ALL about it, so I doubt you want to read about it. Still, I had to say something because I am absolutely glowing once again. That is always a good thing, isn't it?