Tuesday, December 07, 2004

So the mayhem begins!

QUAKE! TREMBLE! SHAKE! SHIVER! The power that arises from the depths of dignity, passion and desire that shall encompass the word. Listen, no really... Stop and listen. Can you hear it? The voice? The silence? The noise that shall be lost the moment you hear it. Or perhaps you are one of the chosen few that will contine to hear it; or have its tranquility beckon to you, drive you and then consume you.

Yes, I think I hear it. Then again, I think I am the one making the call. The gentle murmurs whispered into the dark recesses of comply obsurity, truly lost in the back of someone's mind. Perhaps it is my own, perhaps I have lost it completely and become another person. Then again, who am I or who will I ever be?

I am the Goddess; the siren that will call to you, enchant and entrance you. The one that will be so sweetly and gently loving that I will make you willingly crash yourself against the jagged rocks of the truth. Then again, I will yet be that warm and adoring hand that will pick collect and cradle you from all ills that are within my power to delay.

Or perhaps, I am nothing.....

Who knows? I joined because others have and I felt the need to follow suit. I have nothing to say really. I feel I talk too much. Or rather, I have found it a lot easier to write it than say it. Maybe I need to get away from the computer screen long enough to be able to admire the world around me. Then again, maybe I will just reaffirm what I already knew: that there was nothing out there in the first place. Just a lot of muk and smog that fills the world with murky sort of cynnicism.

I must admit that I have become very succeptible to this sort of feeling recently. This has been no fault of my own, but rather a very imposed sentiment. So it is that I will contine to smile on the outside with brilliance and hope, cry on the inside from bittersweet ambitions and memories, and continue to write with lightening speed what I can only hope is the truth of my meek little existance into something interesting enough with which to entertain you. Sometimes I will manage it frequently, others... well, I cannot make any promises. But as always, I will be here. Where else could I possibly go?

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